Don't touch my cookies!!!

OK! i kno i was to talk bout my days blah blah blah...but i was tired...so what.
Jus finished making chocolate chip cookies...well....the first batch anyway.....yay me. Dat is all!!!i kno i am such a bad blogger...but say wha?

Ok be careful today!!!

So today a new day....yesterday wasn't so bad......i'll make a note to tell u bout it and today tonight.....need to manage my time more, I'm lazy.

But...today...nah i gotta be extra carefulll....i've been threatened by the worst kind of threat...someone....wants to.....I'll leave it there...bye

Another Day

Well it's a new week another day. Kinda dreading it.I hate ppl that talk behind my back. I mean if u have sum to say jus come out and say it....today my dilemma: should i smile and pretend like nothing's wrong or should i jus stay quiet by myself like i really want to do?....either way i get abused....FML.
**Smiling with someone u dislike is not called being two faced, it's called growing up** 
Thats all for this morning.

I don't like to cook!

For those that know me, you all think that i should pursue cooking, that i love cooking. Well you are all wrong. Yea i do cook, but i'm not obsessed with cooking like those ppl who would get up in the middle of the night and jus cooking billions of pancakes for no reason but to calm their troubled minds....I cook for the soul purpose of making other happy. I love to make ppl happy through food. I like baking a cake that most ppl never heard of jus to surprise them. Quite frankly most times i view cookin as a hassle, something i need to do for my family and myself. But there are those times, when i'm happy and i really wanna make others happy and i make something nice. 

But anyway you might be wondering y i chose such a "non-juicy" topic to begin with. Well in class we are thought that is always best to be neutral so as to not offend anyone....once again those who know me know me to offend lots of ppl through my wild and crazy speeches.... when i get ready. Plan and simple i SPEAK MY MIND....but  thought that this would make an ok opening piece....
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Now to think about it would i be absolutely honest to myself and my blog if i were to keep what i'm feeling inside?
Ok lemme start:

(my real name),

I would appreciate if you stopped messaging me. I'm this close to having a normal life and frankly you're pissing me off, my phone keeps beeping with your notification, I can't drink in peace, you've become another Tiffany. You've made your choices, please live with them. Dueces.

-Ex boyfriend

Now what do think of that?

I mean the depths of that story i believe is deeper that Alice's rabbit hole. When i read it i felt a sort of relief really. That i can completely move on. All thoughts of us ever being together again, all guilt that i hurt him so bad that he'll never be the same....i can let it go...

Even thought the truth is that i have hurt him that bad and he's already changed and within that change a new or should i say old (ex-boyfriend's name) has come about, one that while he may swear to all God that is happy, is as i believe destroyin himself. But now i dont have to care or worry about him.

I blocked him off of everything. So i wont have any reminder of him and now  can move on with someone who truely loves me. i guess the question to ask is...do i truly love him...the answer is sometimes. Yea most times. He's a bit rough around the edges but he's mine and he's there for me. And i'm happy when i'm with him. He takes all the stress of parents who dont really understand, friends who stab u in the back and bitches that i have for classmates and melts them away. 

It's time to let go of that piece of my ex that i still held on to.

Now on today's menu:

Stir fried beef

Steamed bora 

And carrots and rice.

And for dessert:

Chocolate chip cookies!